Feelings such as the fact I almost had died because that psycho maenad, Marianne wanted to sacrifice me to some giant meat n’ flower statue thing that was put up in poor Sook’s front yard while she was on vacation.

And the fact I had Bill’s blood an’ that gave me a lot of strange dreams n’ stuff… (don’t wanna go back to that.)

And then, I found my real family and found out that they were trash like I expected. Afterall, who gives up their first-born son for no reason? And a shifter baby, no less, with no understandin’ of what he was or why he was like that.

With all these things that were happenin’ to me, it brought back the darker parts of my life- the ones I’ve kept hidden for so long. And these things made me a mean, nasty person an’ I don’t wanna go back to that.

Then, I found out my parents were usin’ my kid brother in illegal dog fightin’ rings, which was a complete shock. So, I sent them back to Arkansas, an’ I didn’t feel bad about it either, they were awful people and terrible parents.

I let Tommy stay, because I know that I had the power (in a way) to help him have a better life. I helped him out with a place to live, gave him a job, and I could of gotten him a better education if he gave me the chance… But he didn’t. We ended up fightin’ an’ I shot him…

I had shot my kid brother. I mean, I had to do it because that little shit was gonna run off with e’erythin’ that I had. But, I still feel bad because he is my brother. After that – things sure have been different.

I have been in “anger management classes” – which is just nightly meetings with other shifters where we can talk about the fucked up shit that we’ve done. An’ it’s been helpin’ me out a bunch. Tommy’s leg got better ‘n now he’s been stayin’ at Maxine Fortenberry’s house, goin’ to church an’ tryin to be a better person… so he says.

A part of me wants to trust him, ‘n be brothers again – but I ain’t gonna let that little shit play me again. So, I guess we’ll just see where things go, ‘n I will write to y’all soon!

-Sam

Hope to talk with y’all soon!

Love,

Sam

So spread the word about this here contest! A few rules for this contest, you CAN NOT keep on creating multiple accounts to win this, because that isn’t fair. And you must have an active account! And please don’t get upset if you don’t win- I will be running more  contests soon so don’t get discouraged and try again! Good luck to you all!

-Sam

SPOILERS!

-I do not have spoilers for this season. I am not Sam Trammell, and I do not have access to these spoilers,  therefore I can not tell you any spoilers. If I make a post or a Re-Tweet with spoilers, I most likely got it from truebloodnet.com or another website that posted these spoilers.

WHY DON’T YOU TWEET ME BACK?

-With the season going on, I am very busy with my journal on my Posterous (http://sammerlottebt.posterous.com/), doing scenes from the episode during the week, talking with all of you, and all of my real life obligations. If I do not respond to your tweets, I am very sorry. It’s not that I don’t want to talk to you, it’s just that I get a lot of tweets, and sometimes it is hard to respond to everyone. And if I don’t respond, tweet me again and I will talk with you!

FAMILY?

-My Family. I get many questions about them and I would love to answer them but I do not have the answers. I watch the show like everyone else, and when you find out about them, I will too. As the season progresses, a majority of the secrets will be revealed about them and then we will all know about the Mickens.

DREAM ABOUT BILL?

-The dream about Bill was very disturbing… The only reason that I had it was because I drank Bill’s blood after I was stabbed by Maryann. Without his blood I would die. But, when someone drinks vampire blood it makes your senses more keen, and makes your libido more active. Also, having sexual dreams of the Vampire that had given you the blood.

FOLLOWERS.

-If you follow me and I am not following you back, shoot me a tweet and I will follow you. I’m pretty sure that I’m following everyone that is following me. And if I am not following your currently, tell me.

If there is anything else that y’all wanna know, ask me!

-Sam

Hope this might fix things, but until then…*laughs*

-Sam Merlotte

For those who missed out on the football game yesterday, the #BonTemps #Renegades had won a close game against the #BonTemps #Bombers! Thanks for all the fans that supported their teams with the #GoTeam hastags and by adding Twibbons to their avatars!

I am proud to say that I had won the wet t-shirt contest last night. It was a very unexpected victory, but I am glad to carry the title of Best Bod in Bon Temps. For those that missed out on the contest, you’re in luck because you can still view the pictures of the candidates right here!

Thanks to all the fans that voted, and making this such a huge success !

-Sam

-Sam.

One matter that I would like to address is my followers. I am sorry if I don’t respond to everyone on twitter, I am a busy person and I really wish that you wouldn’t take it personally. I love all of my followers dearly – each and every one of you means a lot to me. Just shoot me another tweet and I’m sure that I will respond. If I’m not following you back for some reason, I might have missed you by accident. Please just shoot me an @ message so I know for sure. I will fix that soon! I don’t want any of my fans to think that I don’t like them, because I do. I love every single one of you guys, and I really appreciate all that you have done for me!

Next up to the plate, please DO NOT send me direct messages that are vulgar, explicit, or dirty. If you don’t want it seen on the public twitter stream where every one can see it, then there is no point in sending it to me in a direct message because I will not read it.

Lastly, please do not talk badly about about my co-workers and fellow Truebies to me. It’s not nice, and I will not tolerate it. I love and care about everyone that I work with, so, it would be greatly appreciated if you just kept the mean comments to yourself.

Thank you for your time!

-Sam

Yes folks, there will be a WET T-SHIRT CONTEST here in Bon Temps! This is one of the events that will be featured at the Bon Temps Fest on June 13th! I know that you all are thinkin’ a wet t-shirt contest is degradin’, BUT this event is ALL MALE. Yes, the wet t-shirt contest will be men only, and ladies….. YOU’RE THE JUDGE! This event is open to all men that are willin’ to get wet for a good cause. If you are interested in participatin’ in this event, comment this post, DM me @SamMerlotteBT or email me at sammerlottebt@gmail.com.